it's all just a series of obsessions.

newness.

so exciting, consuming.

we strive for this new excitement to become regular.

the consistency--exhilarating. we want it to last forever.

the realization,

when the regular becomes the usual

mundane

unexciting,

is a difficult one.

we don't want to see it go, but won't work to make it stay.

heartbreak.

moving on.

change is a fucker.