video version here.
the beginning—relaxed, settling in.
hanging by the poolside, not getting wet just yet.
gaining comfort, easing in;
so many eager faces.
first reflecting on my own education,
then moving from robert munsch to paulo freire.
first look at the real thing;
putting my toes in the water, no big deal.
finding what works, what i like.
gaining new ideas—this is pretty great
envisioning these ideas in my own class
and reflecting; is this something i can see myself doing?
creating our own ideas,
wading into the shallow end.
experimenting, like throwing a dart,
a little more pressure, will it hit the target?
feeling of accomplishment, positive feedback, gaining confidence,
reflection: maybe i can do this.
reflecting on the semester,
diving into the deep end.
it's the big one. the real test.
like a boss in a video game
or a mountain i feel ill-prepared to climb.
confidence back to zero, it's november.
the pressure is getting the best of me
trying to stay afloat, but not doing so well.
feeling a lot less motivated,
procrastinating as long as i can
complete my draft, completely unsatisfied
reflection: this happens every year. i can get past this.
feeling more motivated
i dive in and finish the course
i don't think i've got it all figured out
but i am back on track. hoping for the best
success brings motivation. reflection: i can do this.
feeling good again, goodbye november.
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